I am praying for six continuous hours of uninterrupted sleep tonight. For almost a year now, the most amount of sleep I have received in a row has been 5 hours - and that has been a rarity. My body yearns for rest and relaxation, but my muscles are so tense and my ears are on constant alert for even the tiniest peep. Mama guilt won't let me let my guy cry back to sleep and when Hubby tries to help him back to sleep it just doesn't work anymore. When will I sleep again? Will my guy ever learn to sleep or do I just have to learn to let the guilt go? Sometimes I secretly wish the power will go out in the middle of night, thereby turning off the monitor and silencing Trouble's voice. So wrong huh.
-Mama K
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